March 15, 2017

Definition of Nice, Anyone?


I don't usually do midnight rant but here I am, typing my inner conflict.

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I was told to not be self-centred and selfish.
I was scolded for being inconsiderate.
I was...in my own world
Like, for the whole time.
Without me realising.

I know it's wrong
but it's kind of a habit.
I grew up being an introvert.
Being independent and not troubling others;
that's what I intended to do to my group members.
But it turned out that the world is not all about being nice - no, I'm not saying I'm nice. It's just my POV 😐 - because sometimes being nice to people without considering what they feel about your 'kindness' could hurt them.
So, most of the members hurt because of me, then 😞

I know it's fine
Helping your group members with your group assignment to increase the carry mark.
But, eventually, it's a GROUP assignment.
My roommate and the members  asked me to stop the habit.
They said in the future, people will take advantage on me - yes, I agree and I know.

And so I tried.
But I didn't realise I was doing it again.
I'm sorry.

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I'm reaching my limit.
So, I just want to ask,
Is  it wrong for me to behave like this? 😟
Or is it just me that's wrong?